2001, 2008

I thought today would be filled with emotion and tears but it was really the opposite of it all. If me and Sharul were still a couple and had the blessing from my parents, we would be married today, as planned. I gave him a ring last night. I didn't want to make it sound too expressive so I said, "Hey! We're supposed to be married tomorrow, weren't we?" There was silence on the other line. It took him a while to get what I was saying. "It's 20th January, 2008. We planned to get married on this date, remember?" Another silence there. "Yes, I remember."

I had lunch with BLA+1 today at Emperor's Court then I called Sharul. We went out and had a talk about what had happened between us that ended with us in silence. It was touchy when we eventually smiled at each other over the heartache that we have. We have agreed to become friends the moment we learnt that it's impossible for us to be one. We have faced the fact and admitted to God's words.

20th January represents 2001, the year we met. As today falls on Sunday, we decided to tie the knot so as to remember the date we fell in love and 2008 as the year we get married. Sweet isn't it…

Sharul, may our lives be blessed always. I love you...