_ _ Complicated _ Unstable _ Sinful _ _

Life is complicated. Sometimes you wish for something so badly that you keep wishing and wishing to get it. But once you finally do, at times you'll try so hard to stop it, though it seems to keep coming and growing.

That's human. That's us. We always want something. We always desire things and show to people how much you crave for that thing you wanted. For those stable brainies, they'd tend to accept all with open arms. But to those with shaky life, like mine, would tend to try to avoid it from happening, especially when it happens all in the wrong time.

Too early for it all. Too scared to admit. Too small to accept.

Too sinful to avoid ... Forgive me _ _ _ _