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Monday, 4 May 2009

The silent treatment

The boyfriend is now trying to pujuk me. He called several times but I didn't pick up. He texted me but I just replied the important thing to say. So far, I think it's still not enough to 'teach' him the lesson.

8 years with him I gotta say, we fought a lot! Like I said in previous entries, we don't really settle our problems by talking about it. We just drop whatever it is so we don't have to fight again. But now, I really feel that NOT talking about it is impossible cause it concerns our future. Yet, I just don't have the mood to really sit down and talk it over. Especially now. It hurts so much that I can't talk about it with the girls or even write the matter here. Menyamal ku ni!!!

Too bad the boyfriend doesn't visit this page. Yeah well, if he does, I would've listed down all the bad things about him, how much I've wanted him to change, and how I really want him to treat me after what we've gone through together the past years. Too bad he doesn't!!

Oh just in case if you read this my dear beloved-but-always-hurt-my-feeling boyfriend, read this:

THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE IGNORES. THANK YOU FOR THE MUKA SELAMBA YOU SHOW ME EVERY TIME I MENGUSUT. THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!


Damn it! I do feel like shit!! And he's gonna go through this silent treatment for as long as it takes!!

6 comments:

Princess Gizmo said...

Ouch!! You need some space gal.. Cool down dulu, chill ok?

Suzila A said...

Yes. Space is what I need now. To chill or I'll kill!! Grr!!! :@

Anonymous said...

Assalamualaikum Dear,

Biar bekelahi awal, jangan bekelahi akhir.... *syair*

Suzila A said...

Waalaikummussalaam *syair*

Hmm .. will quote you when this whole berkelahi thing is over. Mun ya paham bisaiiiiii~~

Thanks dear!

hazel said...

alah su, man kan expert dlm ignore techniques.. bukan diaorg sengaja tapi dah memang perangai diaorg cam tu.. they dont feel wrong at all, believe u me..

so moral of the story, buang rasa sakit hati tu, buat penat jerk, bcos it will happen not only once.. esp bila dah tinggal sebumbung..

Suzila A said...

Hazel ... Erk!! Men! Chisss!!!

Thanks for the tips sis..

I AM AN ARIES: The Daredevil (huh??)

Energetic (yea, in many ways)

Adventurous and spontaneous (definitely)

Confident and enthusiastic (yup!)

Fun (hmm ... I should ask my friends that!)

Loves a challenge (100%)

EXTREMELY impatient (well, I hate waiting. Does that count??)

Sometimes selfish (am I??)

Short fuse; easily angered (hell yeah!)

Lively, passionate and sharp wit (hmm ... No comment!)

Outgoing (for sure!)

Lose interest quickly - easily bored (most of the time)

Egostical (in some ways; my baby says "in MANY ways" LOL!!)

Courageous and assertive (I agree!)

Tends to be physical and athletic (hmm ... Naah!!)

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