8 years with him I gotta say, we fought a lot! Like I said in previous entries, we don't really settle our problems by talking about it. We just drop whatever it is so we don't have to fight again. But now, I really feel that NOT talking about it is impossible cause it concerns our future. Yet, I just don't have the mood to really sit down and talk it over. Especially now. It hurts so much that I can't talk about it with the girls or even write the matter here. Menyamal ku ni!!!
Oh just in case if you read this my dear beloved-but-always-hurt-my-feeling boyfriend, read this:
THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE IGNORES. THANK YOU FOR THE MUKA SELAMBA YOU SHOW ME EVERY TIME I MENGUSUT. THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!
Damn it! I do feel like shit!! And he's gonna go through this silent treatment for as long as it takes!!