The silent treatment

The boyfriend is now trying to pujuk me. He called several times but I didn't pick up. He texted me but I just replied the important thing to say. So far, I think it's still not enough to 'teach' him the lesson.

8 years with him I gotta say, we fought a lot! Like I said in previous entries, we don't really settle our problems by talking about it. We just drop whatever it is so we don't have to fight again. But now, I really feel that NOT talking about it is impossible cause it concerns our future. Yet, I just don't have the mood to really sit down and talk it over. Especially now. It hurts so much that I can't talk about it with the girls or even write the matter here. Menyamal ku ni!!!

Too bad the boyfriend doesn't visit this page. Yeah well, if he does, I would've listed down all the bad things about him, how much I've wanted him to change, and how I really want him to treat me after what we've gone through together the past years. Too bad he doesn't!!

Oh just in case if you read this my dear beloved-but-always-hurt-my-feeling boyfriend, read this:

THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE IGNORES. THANK YOU FOR THE MUKA SELAMBA YOU SHOW ME EVERY TIME I MENGUSUT. THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!

Damn it! I do feel like shit!! And he's gonna go through this silent treatment for as long as it takes!!